The Longest Nights

Falling asleep is the worst. Or should I say, attempting to fall asleep… trying to quiet down the thoughts that sound like New York City traffic in my brain is almost impossible some nights. I guess that’s why most of these posts are written late at night; a distraction to forget the constant fear and loneliness.

There are times I wonder, does he feel like this? Does he have sleepless nights and thoughts about what should have been done, what choices could have been made better? Or is it easy? Does peaceful sleep fall over him like a comforting blanket and take him to a place much easier than this difficult world? It doesn’t matter, I guess. Just another thought among the thousands…

Onto a more encouraging note, I found this quote today and I love. it. So inspiring!

This thought is such a mind shift from how I normally think. Yes, in case you haven’t caught on, I tend to be a “glass half empty” kind of person. At times, I can even be “the glass is empty and also in pieces on the floor” kind of person in my worst moods. That’s why this statement is so powerful to me.

My life is not over. My life will get better. I will be happier. It will get easier. My glass will be filled more than half way…it will be overflowing.

Good night all. It’s going to be a good night.

4 thoughts on “The Longest Nights

  1. You are so funny! Even when you’re not trying to be… You’ve always been a person that could make me laugh. 🙂 I look forward to reading your posts and following through this new life improvement!

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